Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Jimmy Buffett tonight!

I went to the Brickyard on Sunday and walked way too much so I consider that a lot of exercise - drank a lot of water - it was freakin hot!

Tonight is the Jimmy Buffett concert - I plan to consume A LOT of alcohol. So I guess tomorrow I need to walk walk walk and walk some more. What if I drink as much water tomorrow as I drink in alcohol tonight? Do you think that counter acts? I doubt it.

I thought it would be hard to stop eating when I started to feel full but it hasn't been - I am watching that emotional eating as well. Last night was pretty emotional for me and although I wanted to eat a whole bag of chips I didnt (I had a ice cream instead) but just one!

Until tomorrow. . . . . . Fins Up!

Friday, July 25, 2008

Randomness of the day. . .

I actually stepped away from the tv, computer and fridge last night and took a walk around the neighborhood - it was nice. Although I started having chest pains half way through the walk - I had visions of me laying on the side of road and my kids running to call 911 - the paper reading Momma's Big Butt died of heart attack trying to exercise - WOW that would suck!

Anyway - it is .9 miles around the neighborhood - so I need to walk that twice a night and I am sure I will start to see some changes. How do you ask a friend to walk with you - I have this friend that is obviously overweight (more so than I) and I want her to walk with me - just so I have the company - but I feel like it would offend her if I say - hey walking away my fat ass - you wanna join? IDK - I guess I should just ask.

Devil child from across the street has been stalking our house in the evenings - I am certain that his devil parents do not cook dinner because they know we won't tell him he can't eat with us - so he has eaten dinner at our house every night his week - which has worked to my benefit because I tend to not eat as much because I am afraid it will all be gone before everyone gets what they want.

Went to Cheeseburger in Paradise for lunch today - had a coke - but I did not have alcohol - YAY for me! - I had some chicken thing and split it with a friend - oh and that friend has a "trainor" WTF ever - she is a total skinny bitch - but she has worked really hard I shouldn't be man but damn - she is a whore!

I think that if you don't mention that you are trying to diet to your friends/family that it makes it easier. I tend to not be so worried about what I eat if they don't know that I am worried about it - I know I am f**kin crazy! But it works.

Is Koolaid a diet drink? Man I love me some koolaid - my favorite the green! I guess after adding the cup of sugar to it - it probably isn't so healthy. Oh well another thing I need to put on the "bad" list.

I think I am PMSing because I have jonesed for some chocolate today and I dont do that very often. Only had like 5 mini reece cups - that is an improvement from last month!

Gone walking . . . . .

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Yeah I suck!

Eating is such a huge issue with me. The plan was to find something good to eat for lunch - yeah I found something good but not good for me. I ate some yummy Taco Bell nachos! sour cream, beans, cheese - oh yeah - YUMMY!

So much for the walking and bike riding I did last night. Back to square one - still on my first sweet tea of the day - but still haven't had an ounce of water. I need to actually take that first step.

It's Time

The 9 year old midget came to me last night and told me that I had a big butt. Yeah thanks for stating the obvious. I am probably 5'4" and I weigh (according to Dr. Elvis) 194.6 - WTF? That is completely unacceptable. I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

I need to stop talking and start doing. I am an emotional eater. I love food. I mean I really love food. Wait - I need to rephrase that - I love junk food - I really love junk food!

Oh and I love sweet tea! I hate water, and most vegetables - so I need to work on that.

I am taking baby steps with my big butt - walking in the evenings and only drinking one sweet tea a day.